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Lynn ♥ Mrs Teo
13th FEB 1988
Blissfully married
♥ mylil'family ♥ Darius ♥ Paul ♥

Precious

DARIUS



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Natural Vagina Birth with Epidural

Birthday: 11 July 2009
Gestation: 37weeks 1day
Weight at Birth: 3.438kg
Length: 50cm
Head Circumference: 36cm
KKH Women's & Children Hospital

♥ Darius's growth thru the years

KERINE



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Natural Vagina Birth with Epidural

Birthday: 23 March 2013
Gestation: 40 Weeks
Weight at Birth: 3.84kg
Length: 51cm
Head Circumference: 35cm
KKH Women's & Children Hospital

♥ Kerine's growth

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♥ 2nd Pregnancy
Scans & Check up
Tummy growth thru the pregnancy!
Birth Story




Friday, October 30, 2009

some more pictures which i just resize (:

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some pictures for the time being. kinda disappointed wif the shots this time. bcos, most of the pictures are unedited & yet it took so long. mayb shall change photographer in the future.

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

today the postman came to delivered the disc for my photoshot. but bcos i told the maid not to open the door, it was not delivered :( and just nw when i came back i wanna go open the letter box i haf alreadi squat down and look up wanna open the letter box & i saw a cockroach! jus inches away from me. i tried to blow, fan and wave. it just wun budge! damn that cockroach.

have been meetin nice guys lately. hope my luck will b like this always. hahahas!

booked flea at FEP on the 30th jan! supposed to be on the 27th but that person didn't reserve for me. thinkin of gettin 2 daes, but due to budget constraint, shall do 1 dae and see hw's the response (:

cant wait to go post office & collect the photoshots disc later so i can view them!

busy busy. stupid H1N1! my company wanna gif FOC, i dun wan. bcos, for wad?! and also, duno got side effect or not lor. if H1N1 evolve, then wun it b of no effect animore? dun wan go make myself pain for nothing.


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

a very interesting video!



Monday, October 26, 2009

Yesterday after I reach home, nearly got a big big shock. Because Jac gave me $104 to help her buy contact lens from yuanmei. When I reach home I suddenly remember about the contact lens and started to look for that $104 that was being given to me. Cannot find! Check my pockets, the whole bag but just couldn’t find anything. Can’t recall back where I put the money because I was kinda worried & mind thinking of something else the whole. Very districted plus I am very tired. In fact I think the performance for work that day sucks too. I can’t get anything into my head. I can either only get the head, only only the tail and many times I ask the caller to repeat themselves.

Why I am so tired is because I only manage to sleep at 1am, after preparing the milk, pumping milk, transfer of milk, storage of milk, washing & sterilizing. It’s already 1am+! And if it’s not late enough, baby darius wakes up around 430am. I thought that he might be hungry and wanna drink milk. Who knows after sucking for sometime, he started to cry. And no matter how I pat him he doesn’t wanna stop crying. I tried to latch him on again, but his mouth is close, which means, he doesn’t want it. So I carried him walk around and pat him till he fall asleep. That’s about 5am. And I woke up late at 7.10am when I am supposed to go out at that timing. Change and rush to work & thou my eyes is open, but my mind is shutting off. Even when aunty zhu SMS me, I can’t even get it right into my brain >.< I told her I can’t digest what she told me. Haha!

Until my sister SMS me saying that my maid is sleeping on my bed & holding to something that looks like hp and when I called home no answer! Super angry and worried. Because if she already can do stuff like that, what if she ignore baby darius? And worst thing is, this morning my brother text me saying that before he went to school, he saw that my room door is closed. So he knock, but there’s no response + it’s lock. So by then I am super alert because worried & angry is all that filled me. BUT I can do nothing so I tried to clam myself down & also I took my time to go home. Because I don’t wish to scold the maid, as I still need to entrust baby darius to her and what if she’s not happy & then do something to baby darius?

Anyway, I didn’t say anything yesterday. But I went to look for her hp. She brought along her hp from philipine. But then I never thought she would use it because the sim card is from philipine also. I can’t find her hp at the usual place. So when she went to sleep at night, I search her ‘desk’ in the kitchen and found the phone. Check the dial call, she actually tried calling the HELLO card. The card which I bought for her to call home. Super disappointed because I have never not allow her to call home. I told her 1 week she can call home 2 times, but the truth is, I never even bother to keep track actually. And sometimes when my prepard card have enough funds for her to call home, because have the free overseas call credit, I would let her use it also else I don’t know how much HELLO card she would have used now instead of just 2 cards.

This morning before going to work I ask her to surrender her hp. I didn’t tell her that I know she slept. But I told her that she is not supposed to sleep in the day time. And that if she is free, find things to do. Like cleaning the glass cabinet, windows etc. She show me a black face. I didn’t even scold her! And I am the employer, I didn’t even wake her up at night when baby darius cry to coax him, I am the one who is super deprive of sleep. And she, who sleep between 9pm-10pm, wakes up at 6.30am, still naps in the day?! I slept practically only 4-5hrs a day. Even weekends.

Suddenly I feel so tired. Tired of everything in my life. I need a break man! But like what aunty zhu say, I wait lor. Wait 20yrs till baby darius grow up >.<




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Sunday, October 25, 2009

finally i uploaded the pictures & videos of baby darius. all these pictures & videos took up the whole space of my camera. it's the 1st time in my life that ive taken so pictures & videos till there's no space left =x

havent really been writing to hubby nor have been missing him for the past 2 weeks or so. maybe it's because i'm still trying to get use to juggling between work & baby darius. maybe it's because i'm too busy to think of other thing except for work & baby darius. or maybe, it's just plainly, i can't be bothered to anymore?

what really happen is this. i write to hubby & told him that i feel like converting to part time in my current job so that i can spend more time with baby darius. afterall, which mummy would like to miss out the growth of their child? it's once in a life time, you can't rewind. and if i can afford to work just part time, why not? just that i can't spend on unnecessary stuffs, i can't buy things that i want anymore. i do not mind to give up all this in exchange to watch baby darius grow.

however he replied saying that if i were to convert to part time, what would happen to my benefits in the company? this wasn't the thing that upset me. it's what he wrote next upset me. he said that he would like to study in the future. and that after his NS, he would like to work part-time so that he can continue his studies. and he said it's so that he can give me and baby darius a better future. next, he mention that he wanted to have no.2 and doesn't want the gap between baby darius & his sibling to be too far apart because he and his brother have a gap of 6yrs and he find it too far. so i reckon that he meant within 2-3yrs?

the thing that i'm pissed about is, he is very selfish. i want to convert to part time, cannot. why? because of my benefits. and yet, he want to work part time so that he can study?! still want no.2 somemore. let's see, after he come out he still have 18months of NS to do. when he come out, bay darius is already 1yr old. so another 18months meant that baby darius will be 2.5yrs old. and i'm actually fair enough. i told him before if he's in NS, i do not need him to contribute anything. but yet, he's telling me that he would want to get a 2A bike license & get a bike. nevermind, i thought. then now tell me he wanna work part time & have no.2!

on the other hand, aunty zhu & meiyan have been saying that it's most probably because he doesn't know how hard it really was. since i didn't really grumble about money to him since i know he can't do anything, so save my breathe. but since aunty zhu said that, i write to him the list of stuff that need money. from gynae check up to delivery, to baby stuff that need to be prepared, FM, diapers and even jabs. hope all the money wakes him up!




19 october 2009

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21 october 2009

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23 october 2009

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he look so slim in this picture

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love to see him naked! but not the private part of cus. i like to see him topless!

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hmm? i wan kiss u!

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