discharged and home! super happi. once the nurse came to brief me on my discharge i faster go out ask her cut the tag let me go home! wahahhas. i may seems veri ke lian to others, bcos i went to delivery suite myself. admit myself. stay the night without any visitor and discharge and went home myself. but im happi ger. it's jus on the surface that dey see im totally alone. bcos behind me everi1 is worried. esp my family members. but, i keep telling them not to come not to come. mafan lar. not as if kkh is jus next to my hse. it's super far lehs.

1july

1230hrs: finish work and took cab down to KKH delivery suite

1315hrs: register at delivery suite and waiting begins >.<

1500hrs: was being called into the room to do a CTG. the pain is more painful den the bfore but bcos was so sleepy since i onli slept at 4am the previous day, i actualli dozed off for awhile.

1600hrs: the nurse and staff suddenly came and told me that im hafing very regular contractions of every 1-2mins and asked me to sign some declaration forms, sitted me on wheelchair and pushed me into the delivery suite. blur at wad is happening and duno who to ask

1611hrs: reach delivery suite. midwife came in to check on my medical history. ask her wad is happening nw. she mentioned that since im hafin veri regular contractions hence dey need to keep me under observation so strap on to CTG once again. on and off midwife keep coming in to check whether my casefile is in alreadi or not as dr irene chua asked for my VE reading. but it's forever not in -.-

1645hrs: admission staff came up to take deposit from me. pay via mastercard and done all the admission. midwife tell me im alreadi admit liaos. and dey keep asking me to call my family. dun wan to call bcos haven even done VE hw u know i confirm need to stay. LOL.

1725hrs: dr in charge came to check on mdeical hisotry again and another doctor to do VE. 2cm dilate.

1735hrs: dr irene chua came and say that the previously doc who did the VE on me said that thou im 2cm dilate, my cervix is still abt 1cm thick. and that dey need to wait till it is as thin as pancake den the dilation will fasten. so for the time being, i wun b going into labour that soon. will send me to ward for observation and she will come check on me tomorrow morning again.

1820hrs: transferred to ward81. finally had my 1st decent meal of the day

2030hrs: dozed off again bcos onli slept at 4am+ the night before and had a long day!

2200hrs: nurses came to check on baby dariu's heartbeat. everiting is well. dozed off again.

2july

0030hrs - 0430hrs: the bed next to the one opp me haf doc visiting her at this hrs! talk veri loudly and tell her that need to do blood test. ask medical qns again. and on the lights to draw her blood. drawing of blood took more then 20mins! OMG. hafing cramps again. this time more intense. rate abt 5/10. more regular also. like veri 1 min. and is super sharp pain up and down up and down. decide not to inform nurse and onli call them when i cant tahan. online and MSN, FB as i find that it's much better sitting up. after tat finally decide to sleep in a slightly incline position. wake up wif a sore neck >.<

0745hrs: wake up bcos the nurses started to do their rounds alreadi. checking on heartbeat of babies before the doctors arrived. wash up and sit on my bed nuaing while waiting to doctor to come and check on me.

0815hrs: dr on duty came and check. asked whether der's animore pain. told her now is okie. jus minor. last night veri intense pain interval abt everi min. den she look at me ask me got ask nurse not. told her i didnt. LOL. and she sae if i still experience cramps den gotta tell nurse so that dey can push me to delivery suite and observe + do VE as dey dun wish to do VE without aniting as it's super painful.

0830hrs: dr irene chua came and sae that if my cramp is okie, den i can b discharged. gimmie hospitalistion leave till next appt on 10july to see her again. dr in charge ask whether i need to do CTG before discharge and dr irene chua replied "if do den confirm dun need discharge liaos" bcos my CTG confirm veri regular contractions mar. regular contractions dey let me go home, if aniting happen confirm find her de. happi happi and sms my sis to tell her im gonna b discharge else later dey come and see me. called dad also. den nua and doze on and off again bcos the day before never sleep much again!

1245hrs: nurses came to brief me on the discharge and gimmie the discharge summary, MC and said that i can go! immediately change and left. home sweet home (:

still no feel when im in the delivery suite. LOL> i even ask the midwife whether i will b discharge todae when dey alreadi admit me liaos. im tinkin too much sia. i wun care abt my cramps animore. unless i got bloodyshow or leakage/bursting of water bag or unless the pain is too much for me, den i will go down to KKH. dun wan waste my time animore lor >.< it's not false alarm bcos i did dilate liaos. jus tat nw dilate halfwae stopped. hahas! so im hafing a bomb wif me. anitime aniwhere. dr irene chua did not gimmie ani medicine bcos she say im alreadi 35weeks goin to 36weeks. even if bb come out nw it's no prob. but still. baby darius, guai guai ok? mummy sayang (: muacks!